Reged: 02/23/04
Posts: 1213
Loc: Ewing, NJ, USA (IBS-D, Vegetarian)
First, you are NOT a horrible mother. You are a mother who is also dealing with her own health, and don't play the what if game. It usually just ends up making things worse.
Second, you just need to get through until your doctor's appt on Wednesday. You said Hubby's coming home, which is a good thing. Maybe see if another family member or friend can give you a hand with things Monday and Tuesday? If not, please don't be too hard on yourself, and try to take care of yourself!
Lots of love!
-------------------- Melissa
Friendship is thicker than blood. ~Rent