Thanks everyone... Man, this sucks
06/12/05 02:20 PM
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Stephie
Reged: 03/10/04
Posts: 2696
Loc: Vancouver, Canada
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This just sucks so much. While I was away, I used to wake up crying from nightmares of my dog dying. She was such a good dog. I would love to go out and get a puppy, but neither Adrian nor I are around enough right now to give it the attention it needs and I want to be a good 'puppy mommy'. We also have to keep in mind that we are gonna be moving soon, so have to make sure we have an animal that can move with us. My mom has been hassling me today, of course. I feel like sh!t. I just want her to leave me alone, but that is just out of the question it seems. She has already done the big manipulation guilt trip on me and even though I recognise it, it still just really upsets me. I hate it. I know I shouldn't, but I just feel like I hate her so much sometimes. Why does she always have to make everything so much worse than it already is??
I am going to start looking for places for us to move out tomorrow, this just isn't worth it for me. I have been sick all day.
You guys are so great. Thanks for sharing all your stories, I know everyone has had to lose a pet and it's so hard.. I just... Well, I just want my dog back!!
--Steph
-------------------- ~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
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