its funny.. because alot of my old boyfriends started with me thinking they were the biggest dorks ever. haha
I tend to gravitate towards dorky boys though opposed to the hot ones that know they are hot. They aren't as fun to me.
its just strange cause when you are younger you make all these plans for yourself. (I think its also my upcoming birthday thats bringing this on even more.) I'll be 24 in august, and when I was younger I wanted to be married with kids by 24. I know these things never go as planned...and honestly I really couldn't imagine being married or couldn't even imagine myself as a mom right now.. but its just making me realize how much of what i've wanted to do I haven't done.
Plus.. its GORGEOUS out today and I want someone I can call up and say hey.. lets go drive to portsmouth and get lobster, or go downtown and have margaritas.. and I def don't have that here. Not even with girlfriends. I have the best girlfriends.. unfortunately they all live at least 2 hours away ,and I haven't made any here.
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thanks heather!
