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Sorry I haven't been around much. I have been going thru somethings. I am dealing with depression and money issuses and Af arrived so no baby again this month and I don't think we are going to be able to affored the fertility doc.So maybe no more babies at all. Not sure how I feel about that yet.

My girl issues have gone away again so I am thankfull for that. I just didn't feel like coming on here and being all negitave. I feel like that is all I do is dump on you all.

I am tired all the time. Every time I mention Fibro to the doc she says yes I am high risk and it is likley I will get it. I say Hello I think I have NOW and she says we will deal with that after your done with the making baby plans. So I just try my hardest to stay awake and get things done.

I had a nasty sinus infection over the weeekend, Kenna got my tummy flu and rich has another ear infection and the are taklking surgery for him if doesn't go away this time.

I hurt all the time my legs and back and even my wrists have been bugging me. I just want to curl up and sleep all the time, but can't then get grumpy because i can't then get depressed because I have this great family and I just want to be left alone. When I do get to go to bed at night I cn't sleep!

So see why I have been staying away. I am to depressing for me,let alone all of you wonderfull people.

Thanks for caring guys
HUGS!!

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