Oh, you poor thing! I know that must have been extremely hard, but you'll get through this. My heart goes out to you and the little ones, who surely don't understand what's going on. Hopefully, the time will pass quickly and you will all be together again soon. Just try to stay very, very busy to keep your mind off of this. I know that's easy for me to say, and I know it's hard when you have young ones who keep asking about their Daddy.
I will pray for you! ((((Big hugs)))) You have all of us here to listen when you need to talk. Don't be a stranger! We want to hear from you.