Beth...
03/09/05 05:37 PM
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doubletrouble
Reged: 11/14/04
Posts: 1530
Loc: Canberra, Australia
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It's pretty hard. I could give up the sugar okay, but having to give up wheat and dairy too is driving me crazy. It feels like there's nothing left to eat once you remove all 3 from the diet! I did wonder about an ED because I do hide my stash. Every now and then I'll let DH look in my drawer at just how much stuff I have in there and he's always completely shocked. Mostly though I hide it in there, in shoeboxes, drawers, under the bed. And every night I promise myself I won't eat like that tonight, then I sit there for 5 minutes being really good, decide 'well maybe just one piece won't hurt' then gobble like half a block of chocolate, a tub of frozen yoghurt, a packet of chips and then start on the chocolate again. When I feel sick enough I'll finally stop and lie there with my washing machine tummy groaning and protesting and feeling guilty about having put that much junk into my body and wondering why I can't seem to stop. It's really an awful thing. On the plus side I'm suddenly sleeping again. I think all that sugar was giving me insomnia! And I keep telling myself that this way of eating is only temporary. I plan to try and stay off the sugar for good but would like to have just the tiniest bit of milk on my brekkie and some wheat in my diet (sorry, you probably wish you could too, you're on a GF diet aren't you?). Thanks for asking how it's going. Speaking of which, how are you going? Did my last email about the messenger make sense? Hope you're doing okay.
-------------------- Amy
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