First of all, if psychics were really all that smart and can "see into the future", why do we never hear of a psychic winning the lottery??? Don't ya think if their "powers" were real, they's be cashing in on the big payday? They prey on people's emotions to put a dollar in thier pocket. What she said or thinks is maybe an opinion at best.
Try putting your energy into postive thoughts as much as you can; but stop beating yourself up for down moments. I am not going through any of this and find myself crying at silly TV shows and things (hormones bring rollercoaster rides for all of us at different times). Let the tears flow, they are cleansing and healthy.
It is only natural for you to be apprehensive about all of this is you have been let down before. Please know that all of our thoughts are with you and your family for peace and comfort during this time.
Josie
-------------------- Be not afraid of going slowly; be afraid only of standing still. -- Chinese proverb