Although I didn't go through what you have, it took me years to get pregnant. And I remember how emotional I was during that time. Bless your heart! It's no fun, is it? After all the time, money and effort you put into it, everyone tells you just to relax and not worry about it, like you really could do that. Want to hear a funny story? One time, after a month of taking my temperature and the fertility drugs, my husband tells me that his boss is sending him out of town on a business trip. I freak out. "No, you can't do that!" I screamed at him. "That's when I should be ovulating." Poor thing! What was he supposed to tell his boss? That he couldn't go because this could be the only time his wife ovulates? We laugh about it now, but it definitely wasn't funny at the time. So I know what you are going through. I will pray for you to make it through this week. Take it one day at a time!