Wel,, I was doing ok until WIll called just to say "hi." He asked why I sounded sad and I told him our baby was due today and his response was "which one? I wish you wouldn't keep track of those things!"  The due date of your baby is not something you just forget!! I didn't say much to him, I just said I was busy and had to go.
Than, he called back an hour or so later to tell me he is going to be home tomight after all. I almost wish he wasn't, is that a terrible thing to say? I don't want to have to explain to him why I'm sad and have to worry about him being mad about it.
I think I have been doing very well despite everything that has happened lately and I think I have a right to be sad once in a while without have to have him make me feel bad or guilty about it!
I know he loves me, he just doesn't see these things the same way as I do. Aw well, I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day! Its been VERY slow at the office and the day is dragging. With the Xanax I took earlier, I can hardley stay awake! With the boss here, I have to at least attempt to look busy. He just took a patient back so I thought I'd sneak in some computer time real quick! I just can't wait for this day to be over.
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Taking it one day at a time.....
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