Reged: 08/09/04
Posts: 1329
Loc: UK - Leeds for uni, Merseyside for home!
Hey everyone,
Right....some of you may know about my quest to speak to one of the twins that I have liked for ages now since we moved in to uni halls in september. Well....there are 2 sets of twins(I know this would only happen to me) the ones that I really like live at the same place as I do and their lounge window is visible from everyones bedroom windows bar mine! Anyway, well this has gone on for ages now...me gazing out the window everytime I see them bla blah bla...and so I need to get over this stupid crush and move on...but I cant do that until I atleast speak to them and see whether or not there would be any chance they'd like me...if not that'd be it and I'll be over it!
Well, we have a security guard in the office downstairs who is like an agony uncle to everyone here hes so sweet...and last week we decided that we would go and speak to him and let him know about my crush...see what I could find out etc. The twins are identical but I know which one I like cos he helped my friend when she fell over drunk one night back in october...and luckily the security guard knows which one that is cos he saw it happen....so now he is plotting to get me to speak to him!
But...it gets worse...I seriously embarrassed myself yesterday....I went down to reception and the security guard was telling me about how dan(the twin i like) had been hit over the head with a glass bottle in a club a week ago and that was why the twins hadnt been around for over a week. So I felt really upset...I hate stuff like that and it just felt weird knowing someone who I've liked for so long had been hurt....so next thing the security guard is on the phone to dan(NO WARNING) and asks him how his heads doing etc...and from nowhere just blurted out...well there someone here called natalie who I was telling about what happened and she was concerned about you and wanted to see if you were alright but shes a bit shy(Im not.. its only cos I fancy him)
So....I went to the toilet thats in reception and was nearly dying inside...he could of told me before he did it for gods sake. So when I had gathered myself and left...dan is standing right by the security guard with his friend(he was obviously curious and came down to see who it might be) well by this time one of my friends had gone back to our flat so I just walked past said to my friend aisha that I was just goin to get somethin and would be back in a minute and then disappeared! It didnt look quite as bad as it sounds but when I came back dan had gone. I just had a panic and couldnt stay cos I didnt know what the security guard was gona say and it was so out of the blue I just wasnt prepared!
Anyway, as it stands now....the security guard says I should go round to their flat with my flatmate and ask for dan and just say we'd heard about his head and were concerned and were just checking he was okay! Ive promised everyone Im gona talk to him....and I will....I need to get over it....but I just dont know what to say....hes gona think oh god I have a crazy stalker! I hate stuff like this...I have just turned 20...I cant be acting like some crazy school girl! If I could have a stiff drink before I go Id be fine...but I dont wana mess my stomach up for going to Barcelona next week and am afraid...aaahh what should I do????
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HELP.....Boy trouble!! (Long and Boring....I apologise!!)
Natalie 
