I know I should have backed off LONG ago. I was under the impression that we could still be friends and that with time things would be back to how they were. I was totally wrong about that.
I agree with you about the emails. Yes, he didn't mind receiving them but obviously responding to all of them is a different story. I guess I assumed when I asked that it also meant he wouldn't mind writing to me as well.
About the mono. I know he's having a very tough time with it. Maybe I mistook his appearance for being cold but I definitely detected a lack of interest. Whether it was from exhaustion or not.
I've never had a friend tell me that they had a crush on me. Maybe I don't realize how much that can freak someone out. I honestly thought he'd laugh since he's gay and obviously unavailable.
It all boils down to the fact that I'm tired of chasing him for something he can't give me. He OBVIOUSLY doesn't want me as any kind of a friend as he hasn't responded to my email. I'm not surprised at all because if he didn't respond to happy, positive emails wishing him a good day why would he to a "nasty-ish" one?
And yes, I have decided that he's just a jerk. Period.
It's so great having guys on this site as it offers new insight into things.
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Re: Anyone remember my gay guy drama? An update
