Hi Michelle, I'm sorry you're in so much pain - both physically and in your heart - I'm sure the physical pain will heal faster than the heartache. We feel for you sweetheart. Just remember all of us think that you are an amazing woman and we know you will get through this - one day at a time and with all the support we can muster for you!
We'll be sending up prayers for your appointment tomorrow. I hope the doctors give you the meds you need.
Also, I think a dog would be a wonderful idea! You should do it!