I'm so sorry Lyndsey, I know it's hard. I have also read your previous posts and worried about your safety. You and your children will be better off without him. I am a single mom of 3 daughters and I left an emotionally & physically abusive marriage. If you ever need to talk, feel free to email me (it's in my profile). You CAN do it. It's not always easy, but it's for the best.