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going through a bit of a depression at the minute....we all are....its a kind of 'lost' feeling...just cos there are so many things up in the air and things to be sorted...and then theres the obvious feeling of sadness that I wont be graduating with my other coursemates...a lot of them have been shocked to hear I am defering...most think I am making a very sensible decision though...I am yet to have had the final word by my tutors but by the end of the week things should be sorted out a bit. I will be going on the leavers night out with them though, it'll be the last chance to say goodbye(Im not really that close to some but Im still gona miss the familiarity) but it will be weird them all celebrating it being over, when it wont be for me. I am not the only one defering though, theres a few of us some which have chosen to do so throughout the year and a couple who are deciding to now...which I think is making that easier. I am going to the hospital with my flatmate tomorrow...she thought she was having the abortion then but it turns out she has to be scanned, tested and 2 doctors have to agree to it being done before she goes back in a week for the actual procedure. She was upset about that, understandably...an extra week that she has to endure...and that we all have to wait. Not nice. I also have serious financial worries to sort out about debts that I'll need holding off until next year and sorting out all that out and then theres sorting ajob....I have a good cv so it shouldnt be a problem to find some work, but that has to be a priority now. I need to be working almost full time if I can over the next 6 months...dont really mind what I do aslong as it covers the bills...if its design related that would be great...but if I have no option it'll be more likely mcdonalds

lets hope not!

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Natalie

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