so i have credit card bills due tomorrow (god i hate credit cards), so i went to check my banck account online, make sure the last deposit went through so i can pay the bills, and the deposit, which showed as pending yesterday, is gone! i called the bank, and it could take up to three days to figure out what happened to it! so i called one of the two cards due tomorrow, and there's nothing they can do to postpone the due date, so i'll just have to pay late and then ask them to waive the late fee. thank god i'm in a separate office (everyone except my dept is in one big room) and my boss is out this morning, because i started crying on the phone with the credit card lady. still having trouble not crying now. not sure what i'll do if someone knocks on my door, because i must look like a wreck.
god, i hate credit card debt!!! i never did anything hugely stupid, but the last year of college, and last year when my job paid such crap, i just always spent a *little* more than i could afford to pay off, and it piled up and piled up. i f*cking hate this. (am i even allowed to curse on the board?) i've been so much better about not using them any more since the new job, but it's going to take forever to pay off.
okay. thanks for letting me vent.
-------------------- jaime
ibs-a (mostly d) // vegetarian
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