Thanks for the support and the understanding. I feel like I stick my foot in my mouth everytime I open it. Sometimes, psychologically, I feel like "prey" when grilled re: my nutritional choices and react like a "madhatter" or a hunted/attacked animal.
I just can't sleep at night knowing that there is an unnecessarily killed creature in my body. My body's conscience rejects meat/fish in the act of vomitting without my initiation. It is a part of my karma, my life path to be vegan.
Sometimes, though, I feel like the village idiot for babbling/rambling and shooting my brainless mouth off.