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I am feeling realy low right now. I am so confused by everthing what to eat what not to eat. All the meds and herbal treatments. Fiber, No fiber. I feel like I am in a nightmare I can't wake up from. I want my life back. I want my daughter to not have to ask me everyday "mommy do feel better today can we play?" I need to be able to take care of my family it's my job and my joy. My Stomach is killing me right now. I thought once I got bm regular it would stop but it has not. I am scared. God Am I scared. This is Taking over my life. I just don't get how I went from being fine to this in such a short time. I know that some of you have been dealing with this for years and i souldn't complain about a month but it so hard. It so hard to know I may feel this way for life.
People ( family friends) keep saying things like oh it is just a tummy ache get over it or your doing this to your self. My life was realy starting to go so well. We just bought a new house in november, my daughter is starting pre school, were trying to have a new baby. I am just so depressed and mad. I am mad as hell that somthing is trying to take over my life again. I had vulvadonia for 5 1/2 years. It is cronic pain of the vulva. Having my daughter cured it and I have been pain and symptom free for 3 1/2 years. I took elivil S/P? for four years to deal with it and at times it would put me in remission S/p?. I weened off to get pregnant and never need to go back on . Sorry got off track. I know what living with cronic pain is like and I thanked god every day for being better. Now this!!! I can't go back to that. I was enjoying life so much. I am just realy down right now sorry. Just needed to get that out. Thanks
Heather7476

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Heather7476

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