Okay, my sister and niece arrived last night early enough to join us for dinner. I didn't order right. I thought I was getting plain chicken and rice. It turned out to be a breast of chicken stuffed with shrimp and stuff and fried. I tried to eat just the chicken, no skin or crust and no stuffing, but it was seasoned strangely and I didn't really care for it. The rice turned out to be a very skimpy amount of wild rice in a sauce. So I ate a lot of bread, a few bites of chicken, and a little rice. Then I had a Carrs cookie when we got back to the room.
I'm very stressed out and tired. My sister and I have a loving but complicated relationship. Today unfortunately is kind of rainy and cool so we're all kind of stuck inside getting on each other's nerves.
I had my cereal for breakfast, but then noshed too much on the sweet stuff sitting around. I didn't do my back exercises. I had a nice safe PBJ for lunch but then ate potato chips and more sweet stuff. I should go take a nap but my inner three year old is having an "I DONT WANNA" tantrum. My sister is here til tomorrow afternoon. I haven't seen her in almost a year and a half. I don't want to waste a single minute of our visit, but I'm wearing myself out. I HATE this darned disease (fibro).
And Andy's family, with whom I also have a loving but complicated relationship, don't leave until Monday. Then we'll have two days to rest before the drive home, which I certainly hope doesn't trigger another round of migraines.
I need the pity party hat, girlfriends. And I need to take care of myself first, as I always say to all of you. Time to practice what I preach. But I DONT WANNA!!!!!!
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