I know... this seems to be a recurring theme lately. 
I was C for a few days, till it resolved itself on its own yesterday. (Yay for that!) But I'm still having the problem of being really nauseated after a BM, especially if I've been C, so I just couldn't eat yesterday. Even crackers were making me gag. So - again, not surprisingly - today, I'm having D, probably from not eating. And I'm nauseous. And cramping. And my stomach feels like it's on fire. I tried to eat, just a little baked potato, but then I had D and now I feel too miserable to get anything else down.
I feel like I can't break from this stupid pattern, and it really, really frustrates me. I'll be fine for a few days, and I'll get really happy and think things are getting better, and then bam - THIS, all over again.
I can't even believe I can't see a doctor till July 8 - and then it's still most likely going to be a couple months before I get actual medical attention. If I'm like this from now till then, I'm seriously going to jump off a bridge.
Making matters worse, today is my boyfriend's birthday.  I was hoping, since it's such a gorgeous day, that we'd get out and do something fun, but here I am, laying in bed with the heating pad on, feeling miserable. My OWN birthday was completely ruined by this stupid disorder too, and that was bad enough, but now I'm ruining HIS too. Argh.
*bangs head on laptop*
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So EFFING frustrated!
