Lisa 37 - you're almost as comical as Mags 2003!! LOL
The chewey chocolate cookies are really chocolatey (if that's a word!) Yes, I miss the chocolate bars too, esp Hershey's milk chocolate. I would just let it melt on my tongue and smoosh it around in my mouth before I swallowed it. What a flavor!!! LOL
I think that you did yourself in when you ate a WHOLE bag of marshmallows...I probably would've thrown up before my IBS attack! Don't think you should do that again.
Do you have Heather's books? There's great info in there on breaking the cycle and on this board too. I think it was in this string under poster: vilate45. Heather put a few links in there that you should read.
A lot of the chocolate cookies and cakes don't need any soy butter and use applesauce or pureed prunes (or for that matter pureed pears or almost any pureed fruit) as the fat substitute...usually equal amounts of fruit puree for the called-for oil/butter in a recipe. Heather's Peppermint Chocolate Cake is great (although I don't do the peppermint thing--I substitute the tbsp of peppermint extract with vanilla extract). I always have something chocolate in my freezer ready to be defrosted to eat. The chewy chocolate cookies can be eaten frozen because they really don't freeze that hard. They're extremely GREAT!
Keep posting Lisa. You'll get a lot of good information from these boards.
-------------------- Sharon
"Anything Chocolate"...that is all!