thank you all do you ever get scared that this is it all life's give you is pain and no enjoyment when i got over anorexia well i men as better as i am now i thought i might be able to enjoy more foods and its like i cant have nil at all with my eating disorder and ibs i feel so bad i cant have choc and now coming to Xmas and stuff i cant just let go be happy at all am scared am going to start binge eating on all bad stuff i have did it before then scared my self and stopped eating again just with there was a way out of all this wish i could eat a potato but there scare me bad