We're all in the same boat. Wanna grab an oar? (I know, I'm always trying to make tragedy comedic.)
I miss being a normal person period. I LOVE to cook and most recently bought an extensive collection of Le Creuset cookware. They're still in their boxes. Sigh. I see my fellow pool playing friends in pictures at different tournaments, eating out at restaurants, having drinks--all things that I used to do. On top of getting antsy about eating, the stupid anxiety that I've developed is just more debilitation on top of the debilitation that was already there from the IBS. Double sigh. My poor coworkers are trying to figure out where we should go eat for our Holiday party in December and I've been begging them not to worry about me (it's not because of eating, it's because I'm scared to be away from home and from work which I've manage to tolerate).
I put the mental in ornamental.
-------------------- Wendy IBS A thru Z Taking it one day at a time...
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Re: Just the thought of eating makes me sad
