I have done the hypnotherapy and it was great for a few months and now alot of things that used to really stress me out don't but things are in quite the turmoil right now. I also plan on getting the hypno-tapes once I can afford them but right now, I just don't have the means fincially or time wise to really be able to start yoga or anything like that..
I admit it, i'm one of those people who needs just a bit of control and right now I have none. To most normal people the things that are stressing me out are more than likely insignificant but when you have enough little things all at one time. It starts to be a little overwhelming.
My boss who has always been very understandable about my ibs is now gone and they are currently looking for a new manager. It scares the hell out of me that the new person might not be so understanding. In the process of everyone quitting my job description is going to be completly changed but I don't know how, or when this is going to happen. Right now, i have the perfect job, i make phone calls all day and i work on my own time. If I have an attack while at work, no one minds because no one even notices if i'm not at my desk for a few minutes but soon all that is going to change, and the idea of not being able to leave my post if an attack does arise again scares the hell out me.
Plus the issue that tops the cake right now is, my fiance's brother. He has moved into the house where we are living. (we take care of his dad's house while he(father in law) is on the road being a long distance truck driver)This brother, is nothing but a 35 year old sponge. He is an alcoholic and thus is drunk every single night, he bangs pots and pans around in the middle of the night when i'm trying to sleep (I work from 7:30am-5pm every day) and he leaves the stove burners on so i have woken up to smoke being everywhere and the smoke detector blaring because he passed out and *forgot* to take the pot off the burner. He has even gone as far as yelling at my fiance and I, and blaming us for everything that is wrong in his life.
Perhaps happy pills might be in order but don't they cause issues with intamacy or more stomach problems??
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