I feel just like you!!! Seriously, it stinks doesn't it? I thought I was the only one on these boards who felt this way.
I'm alone too...no family, really..nor a boyfriend or many friends thanks to the isolation of the IBS pain. I just don't have it in me to go out when I'm in pain. It's a lonely way to live, isn't it?
How do I do it? I don't. I have prayed really hard asking God to take me up to heaven, where I'll be healed and without pain and not alone. He doesn't seem to want to take me, though.
I also work at a job I am way overqualified for and that doesn't pay enough to live on. I struggle with finances big time! But the job is low stress...so I stay there. I can barely make it through the week and I don't even have to work very hard. Some days, I just show up and try to get through the day...without even doing much work.
I have thought about moving to Arizona too! From Chicago. Why are you moving back? What area are you going to move to?
-------------------- ~ Beth
Constipation, pain prodominent,cramps, spasms and bloat!