I'm from Ohio too. Where are you? I'm more towards Cleveland. Maybe we can get together.
I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time with this. I've been there too, the crying, the pain, feeling like your being punished, & no explinations why! I wish I could just give ya a big hug. The whole job thing,I know it's hard to ignore them, but just keep trying. It took me a while to get stable. I found if I try to take the same meds, everyday, it helped me get stable. How loose are your stools? I have some till, but nothing too bad.
Get back to me, & we'll see if we can get together! I'd love to be a help for you!