Hi Tim, sorry to hear about your news. But... you know maybe this is a sign for you to follow a different direction in your career! With being at home, maybe you can look via internet, or local paper for a new career. Have you ever thought of having your own business that you can run from home, or maybe a job that you can do from your home. I do need to say that your health will improve, you are probably saying bologne but it will. I too thought it wouldn't get better.I had to quit my job (meat personnel).I loved working with the public but there was believe it or not a lot of pressure from the job, to many bosses!! This happened 10 years ago. The first couple of years was hell. Tired, irritable, Dr. visits, tests, running to the bathroom, staying home because, you know; not eating, losing weight; probably much what you are going through right now. About 6 yrs ago, I started a part time job, filling in for a Cross guard. Now it was a little tricky, because I stand outside for an hour at a time, and if I had to go what was I to do. When I had these thoughts I prayed a little harder. I just kept telling myself I will be home soon. It seemed to work but did have a little few mishaps. I just work dark clothing. I got a little better each day, with diet and medication. Today 10 going on 11 years I am now full time x guard ( 6 yrs full time). I also work as a supply teacher ( with a little help from my friend, Immodium . I go out now and enjoy each day as I can. Sure I still have those crappy days, but realize it gets better. I know this is getting long but I sympathize with you and just want you to know that it does get better. Maybe you can grip your paddle a little tighter and paddle the other direction. Take care. Sue
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