hi mary sounds like you need a hug--*HUG* hehe--i felt *exactly* like that before i knew i had IBS. i was going thru some depression then and out of nowhere-- BAM!!! all these crazy problems and i looked [dare-i-say] PREGNANT?!!?! i was 16 and totally clueless. i beat myself up with the same names and saw myself as a HUGE blah-nothing it just didnt seem fair that all the girls at my school got to wear cute summer shirts and cute clothes all the time and all icould wear was anything baggy to conceal my bloat i cant remember how many times i cried myself to sleep hoping, wishing and praying somehow that i would be able to not have the problems. i was such a health freak!! so why me?? i ate right--and worked out almost everyday after school--it just never felt fair. so dont worry, you are far from alone and you look so lovely in your picture that i bet its the symptoms getting to you--can you remember a time not-so-far-off when bloat and pregger-tummies didnt overtake your mind? if so--then just tell youself that with each day that passes, youre one day closer to your old self i keep that in mind whenever im feeling blue you sound like you maintain a very healthy lifestyle, so keep that up! it will only reap benefits hang in there!!! peace~
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sounds like you need a hug--*HUG* 
hehe--i felt *exactly* like that before i knew i had IBS. i was going thru some depression then and out of nowhere-- BAM!!! all these crazy problems and i looked [dare-i-say] PREGNANT?!!?! i was 16 and totally clueless. i beat myself up with the same names and saw myself as a HUGE blah-nothing 
it just didnt seem fair that all the girls at my school got to wear cute summer shirts and cute clothes all the time and all icould wear was anything baggy to conceal my bloat 
i cant remember how many times i cried myself to sleep hoping, wishing and praying somehow that i would be able to not have the problems. i was such a health freak!! so why me?? i ate right--and worked out almost everyday after school--it just never felt fair. so dont worry, you are far from alone and you look so lovely in your picture that i bet its the symptoms getting to you--can you remember a time not-so-far-off when bloat and pregger-tummies didnt overtake your mind? if so--then just tell youself that with each day that passes, youre one day closer to your old self i keep that in mind whenever im feeling blue you sound like you maintain a very healthy lifestyle, so keep that up! it will only reap benefits 
