19 yr old female losing hope, here. I have tried EVERYTHING for this God-forsaken illness. Zelnorm, Magnesium Citrate, Citracel, Nulev, Clidinium, Miralax, Docusate, Docusate Sodium, Metamucil, Peppermint Tea, etc... they all seem to work at first. But I build an immunity to them all. Then if I try to take any of these, the spasms worsen. I've tried changing my diet and I'm currently living on oatmeal and bagels, which also give me spasms. What do I do at this point? Killing myself will ease my suffering. I think that's what I'll do.