. . . for my earlier post. I was "Mad as Hell" this afternoon, but I can be a nice person, I promise. I can't believe I got so angry about my birthday night out. I have bipolar disorder (more commonly known as manic depression) which causes me to have extreme highs and lows. I realized that I had 2 Diet Cokes at lunch today and that is a big no-no for me, not only because of my IBS, but because the caffeine puts me in a near manic stage. You think PMS is bad; the mood swings with bipolar are ten times worse. I am on a new mood stabilizer, but you would never know it. I don't think it's working too well! Ha! I got in a huge argument with my husband last night at Pottery Barn, and then I had fights with both of my teenage boys this morning. Then came home and wrote that ugly message on this board. Several hours later, I read the post and couldn't believe how mean and nasty I was. I'm not excusing my behavior, just trying to explain. Am I still on the board, or have you guys kicked me off? I wouldn't blame you if you blackballed me!
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