If you knew how many pictures I had to take to get one good one, you'd laugh for sure. And probably change your mind about the whole model thing, too. Heh. But thank you!
Well, if you outed yourself, I guess I should too. I've struggled with eating disorders too, and sometimes still do. I was basically anorexic as a teenager - I lived off coffee and alcohol - and by my early 20s, I'd done a complete turnaround and developed a bingeing problem, which is how I ended up weighing 260. I still have an INCREDIBLY distorted view of my body. I look in the mirror and I always see myself as how I looked at 260. I cried when I realized I'd actually gained weight up to a *healthy* 125. I really hoped I'd stay an underweight 105 for the rest of my life.
There, now you know my secret too. Really, it's nothing to be ashamed of... ED's are more common than you'd think, especially around here. There are a lot of us who've struggled with them.
Yeah, I would probably go easy on the prunes from now on. Heh. But I guess you now know what works if you get really desperate again!
That's really cool that you get a little "inspiration" from the dieting threads on the Vegas board. I never even thought of sending people over there as a way to show what people are eating on a daily basis. See? Told you you'd be helping out around here, dishing advice and answering questions, before too long.
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