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I just want to give up and just not eat anymore. I really don't know how I made it almost a month with no attack. In the last three weeks I have had four attacks. I had another one last night. I ate tacos which is something that I have done before. I use turkey meat and have used the taco seasoning before so I don't know what it was. I am just so tired of this not being able to eat the way everyone else does. I am tired of having to watch what I eat and am I going to have an attack because I ate that certain thing. I can't even participate in the potlucks at work because the last time I did I ended up having an attack.

So I have just decided to eat chicken, toast, eggs and cereal most of the time as I know that I can eat those without having any problems.

I so just wanted to cry so much last night because I thought I was doing good and then it hits again. I HATE IT!! so much. I know everyone does but I am so so sick and tired of being sick and tired most of the time. My family can go out and eat whatever they want and I can't it just not fair what did I do to deserve this horrible diease? I just want to know. I want to go back to my 20's when I didn't have any problems and could eat whatever I wanted and I felt great. Now I have so many medical problems its unbeliveable.

Ok I guess enough of my ranting and raving. I just needed to get this off of my chest and I know that I can do that here. Thanks for listening.

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Michelle

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