Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Re: Mags -Thanks for caring!

Hi Mags,
Thanks for caring, I'm doing OK. I will be able to test in about 5 days time to see whether one or both of our embryos (George and Mildred as my husband is jokingly referring to them) decided to stick with us.

Just quietly, I haven't admitted it to my family or friends but I'm really terrifed. I really want it to have worked and I'm quite scared of how I will feel if confronted with the news it hasn't. I'm sure I'll pick myself up and keep going but I'm still so scared. It's on my mind all the time - which has certainly taken the focus off the IBS. The IBS has been really rotten but I think I'm accepting that it will be because of all the drugs and hormones in my body. Or it could be the hypno tapes helping me to wory about it less?

Anyway, on one hand I wish the next 5 days would never end so I wouldn't have the possibility of bad news but on the other hand I'll be relieved when the waiting is over.

Thanks so much for thinking of me.

Kerrie

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