Jason broke up with me last night for good....
#278063 - 08/12/06 01:54 AM
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We met up. Sigh. We missed each other...he was scared. I text messaged, but he called...he's exactly what he said he was...scared, but mad about me. Wants to make sure I'm in his heart because I should be, not just because I'm there. What guy is like that? He's so not the typical guy I'd date.
So, here goes round two. I'm telling ya, after all the time I've spent with the ex this week without wanting to strangle him, this is not a rebound....at least it's not your typical rebound.
no expectations but high hopes. 
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Edited by Coookie (08/14/06 12:01 PM)
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Fingers crossed all works out for you this time x x
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And there's nothing like a good phone call to some one you care about.
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*fingers crossed* 
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Quote:
no expectations but high hopes
I like this...a good way to look at things.
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and I just selectively deleted the whole "I haven't slept in ten days and have written a book about you" LOL....but I said I've lost ten pounds (thirty this summer!! WAHOO) and have had a lot of time to think about where I fit into my life...he was a very captive audience...and then He held my hand, and HE kissed me...
and let me tell ya, iw as so vulnerable last night that he could have taken full advantage of me, but once again, he didn't.
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I haven't been around the boards lately because life has been so busy. However, I've been following your story (with Trevor & Jason). You are one tough cookie!
I knew that if you let Jason come back to you rather than you going after him, it would work out the way that you want it to. I have my fingers crossed. Good luck!
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Snowy...
#278178 - 08/13/06 01:15 PM
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Actually, the funny thing is, that Trevor did me such a huge favour by turning my world upside down. i've lost 30 pounds, gone through therapy, sorted out my finances and cut excess in a lot of areas, and I ahve greater faith in God and greater confidence in myself for all of this.
I truly believe I'm a tough cookie with a soft heart and that I work hard for what I get and deserve happiness.
Now that being said, I did contact Jason, and did ask to meet up...but it's all in his hands now, and he knows how I feel. Now I sit back, and now I have a lot more patience with the situation than I did before. Not knowing is just torture, but at least now I'm certain he cares about me. 
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You're right, not knowing is torture. Either way, I think you played your cards right.
I've always been a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. There is a reason that you married Trevor, Kayleigh and to get your life in order. I also truly believe that good things happen to good people.
BTW- my name is Shannon too!!
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Did you know we mean "small and wise?" I am 5'2-5'3 and a smartass. LOL!
Yuo are absolutely right though, i did marry Trevor because Kayleigh was just meant to be, and meant to be mine. It's still really irritating that Trevor's dating a Kali though.
At least she's not a Shannon. I'd be changing my name, LOL.
If it wasn't for Trevor though, I'd never have graduated university, stopped partying, gotten out of my mothers house, realized I was lonely and had some thinking to do, gotten myself into therapy, overcome this weight and compulsive eating thing, become a bigtime Christian again, and FOUND JASON.
So...there's a lot to be said. Oh, nor would I be living here. Nor would I have ever figured out that good enough isn't good enough for me. Fantastic is good enough. 
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Edited by Coookie (08/13/06 04:01 PM)
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