Re: Arghhhh
#276771 - 08/02/06 04:09 PM
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Flipada
Reged: 03/02/06
Posts: 1026
Loc: West Michigan, USA
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Sorry, hon. I've been there and I know all about "soap-opera" lives. I remember saying to friends, that I could write a book about my life and people would all think it was fiction because really....so many bad things don't happen to one person, right? Wrong.
But, I'm happy to say that Sunday was my 1st anniversary and I couldn't be happier. I spent 3 1/2 weeks in Spain, wishing I was home! It will turn around for you. But just know...it may take some time. You're learning life lessons that will make your "next life" much happier.
Big hugs.
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Flipada - IBS-C "It's a gas, gas, gas"
**Lauren**
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Yes, my next life...I'm so sick of this life kicking me in the butt. i have gone through some serious counselling and the counsellor says I've made incredible progress in terms of setting up boundaries and knowing what I want and need....I see that my marriage was very very bad for me. But I don't know....maybe some day in the future, jason would be just what I need. And if not, he WAS just what i needed now to help me see that I am beautiful and worthy, extra pounds or not. He still says that he thinks I'm beautiful and wonderful anad have a great personality, heart and soul...so this is a mature and intelligent choice for him to make, albeit something I never expected. I've always had them leave because they felt i wasn't good enough. Now I am and he still does....I guess that teaches me that God's the only one I can really count on, besides me.
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Just not meant to be, I guess. What you said about being too trusting and loving, I think that is one of the best qualities a person can have. There are a lot of people who don't know how to trust or love, and there are people who know how, but can't let themselves. And those people won't ever know true love. But the person who can do both, they'll find what they're looking for one day. And it will be worth all the crap they went through. It sucks now, I know, I've been there. But you'll be stronger and wiser on the other side. Trite, yes, but no less true.
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he said he'd remove his name off the site that we met on, because I said I'd be doing that(which I did-I'm calling a moratorium on dating unless he decided to come back.)
I went to see if he did it, because he really appeared to be a man of his word.... and he did. So i know he's not just talk or he's not still out wanting to date anyone. Also, I checked the profiles for any Albertans with a new profile to see if he put himself out there under a new name, and he didn't. So I know he was telling the truth that he is getting to know himself again. I guess that gives me hope that maybe he really does care about me and doesn't want to play the field.
We'll see and time will tell.
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Edited by Coookie (08/02/06 07:13 PM)
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