Feeling Blue
#269200 - 06/13/06 03:27 PM
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Portageegal
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I don't know why I bothering to write about it, but it is not the best day for me. Today is a year since my boyfriend passed away. It seems like yesterday. I still have a hollow feeling inside. I have never felt as close or as comfortable with anyone. It isn't fair. But on the other hand his quality of life sucked the last few months and I feel selfish for wishing he were still here.
Sorry for rambling, but this is the only place I can say some of this stuff.
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Carol
nós somos o que nós somos e o descanso é merda
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Sorry that you are feeling blue today. I wish that we all could be just one happy family. Hang in there because it does get easier as the time goes by after we have lost someone close to us. That does not mean we forget them, tho.
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 Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, “I will try again tomorrow”. Mary Anne Radmacher
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As you know I haven't been around here long enough to know what happened to your boyfriend, but all my sympathies anyway, as you must feel terrible. I cannot imagine what it must be like.
Nothing I can really say, but I can offer you my thoughts and LOTS of virtual hugs... (((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) And don't forget, if you need a shoulder to cry on, there's hundreds in here...
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I know that Richie was very special to you. You loved him, which makes missing him completely understandable and not at all selfish.
Thank goodness that you got a chance to know him and love him!
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Christine
Those who can do; those who want it done better teach.
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Re: Feeling Blue
#269318 - 06/14/06 07:02 AM
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Nelly
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Yesterday was a year's birthday of my best friend of 20+ years succumbed to cancer. I feel your pain.
~nelly~
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Taking it one day at a time.....
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awww that sucks.. i'm so sorry! I hope you're doing a little bit better today.
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Thanks, everyone. Richard's sister called last night right around the time that he died. Of course it was a strange day for her, too. They were very close, and since the stroke he spent every Sunday with her and her husband.
I had a dream about him last night. The first time I have ever had a dream about him. He was sitting in the dining room. He said "I came back." I told him I loved him and he said,"I love you." end of dream. I think it was a message more than a dream. It made me feel good and sad at the same time.
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Carol
nós somos o que nós somos e o descanso é merda
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