I need your help and prayers....
#215490 - 09/23/05 03:06 PM
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I know this probably won't make much sense. I can't tell you all specifically what is wrong because I want to protect someone. I just got some news last night that deeply hurt me. Deeply. It has been brewing for some time. However frank honesty and talking through it is going on. My heart is broken and so is my trust. I was warned by my DR that this could throw me into another depression and I fear that I'm slipping. If you believe in prayers, please say one. Otherwise, I would appreciate any words of encouragement. You all mean the world to me. I just wish I could be more specific and pour out my heart.
Love, Alicia.
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Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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Alicia sweetie... I think you have said enough for us to understand... I'm so sorry. I know it will be hard, but you are strong and have already come so far. I wish my next couple of weeks were not so crazy I would come and see you. Email if you want to vent... Shell1970@aol.com {{BIG HUGS}}
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oh no Alicia!!
Stay strong for you and your children. We are all here for you and I hope that everything works out.
feel free to email if you need to talk ashna13@gmail.com
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Sending hugs and as many happy thoughts as I can. My email box is always open for anything: melitami at gmail.com.
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Melissa
Friendship is thicker than blood. ~Rent
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Alicia
#215499 - 09/23/05 04:32 PM
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BL
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Oh, Alicia, I'm so sorry for whatever it is that is hurting you so deeply. You know you don't have to be specific in your prayer request. We can still ask Him to wrap his arms around you and comfort you during this difficult time.
You have been through so much lately. I pray that you will have the strength to get through this. You know we are here for you!
I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. ((((Big hug))))
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Alicia...
I don't have any good advice for you, but I want you to know that I'm thinking of you and I said a quick prayer for you! HUGS!
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~ Rachel (IBS-C)
If life hands you lemons, make lemonade!!
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You are in my thoughts and prayers and you can e-mail anytime at angmae64@yahoo.com. Hang in there and know we love you!
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*sending positive vibes & strength*
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I'm praying, Alicia. I send you strength. I send you courage.
Kate.
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Hey Alicia,
Sorry that you're going through such a tough time  I'll say a prayer for you. Hang in there, try not to slip (I know that's hard) and know that we're all here for you. If you'd like to email me, you have my address, feel free to write anytime 
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Alicia-
I'm so sorry you were hurt. I'm keeping you in my thoughts. I'm also wishing you additional strength (because you ARE already a strong person) to stay well and help you make it through this difficult time.
Take care!
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Alicia, I'm sorry to hear you're going through a tough time. I have said a prayer and will continue to do so for your and your family. Take care.
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I'm so sorry you are hurting. Trust is such a precious and fragile thing.
Can you vent all this out to your doctor? I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I'm just so sorry your heart is breaking. It's such a big heart, too!
I hope you take care of yourself. Vent away to anyone or anywhere you feel safe.
How are you doing? Please check in if you can.
Love and big (((((((((HUGS))))))))) to you.
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~ Beth
Constipation, pain prodominent,cramps, spasms and bloat!
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I'm feeling a bit better. Still extremely hurt, but it's going to be that way for some time, I think. After several long talks I understand the situation more clearly and am trying to cope. The next week however is going to be overwhelmingly difficult for reasons I can't begin to explain.
I'm going to fight. I'm going to try to fight off this depression. I've alerted all my family and friends and told them that I really need them this week.
Thank you for your happy thoughts/prayers. You all mean so much to me.
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My thoughts and prayers are with you. I hope whatever is wrong gets better soon....*HUGS*
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Have a blessed day!...Rachel
stable and sooooooo thankful!
I have IBS but it doesn't have me!
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Re: Update
#215687 - 09/25/05 11:03 AM
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suzyq
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sending thoughts and prayers your way this week... take care and fight off your depression.. thinking of you ... hugs Sue
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*hugs*
#215771 - 09/25/05 05:59 PM
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I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers this week. *hugs*
-Michelle
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I am sorry you are going through such a rough time Alicia. My prayers and thoughts are with you. I know you will get throught this.
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Unfortunately, the cause of the problem that I thought that was going to go away by Friday is not. I'm trying to lighten the load by having faith that things will be OK. My trust is broken yet I must trust again. I have no choice. I'm fighting so hard to avoid a depression. Thank you all for your kind thoughts /prayers. I'm fighting!!!!!!!! Love to all, Alicia.
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Oh, Alicia, bless your heart. I hate it that your are suffering right now. Wish I could take it from you. God will help you through this and I'm so glad you have friends and family you can reach to for help.
Keep on going,
You really can get through this,
Terri
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Whoever this is about Alicia......YOU are the most import person in your life *hugs*
We love you soooo very much here on the boards!
I can't help because I don't know what's going on...but I want you to know we love you, I love you! and that I am praying for you...
With love,
Ruch
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A quote for you:
"Enjoy the sun and trust the darkness, for both have lessons to share and nourishment to provide".
You can avoid your depression and get through the rough times, it will only make you stronger. We are all wishing you the best!
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Alicia,
Keep strong. I know it is hard to keep the depression away, but I have faith in you. Just know that we are here for you. *hugs*
-Michelle
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Alicia, this beyond sucks.
I send you warrior energy. Be a psychological Amazon, a Cassandra, a Helen, a Morgaine, a 'Han Solo.'
Sometimes I get bent, but I'm never broken. There's a part of me that no one can break. She keeps rising like a phoenix from the ashes of pain.
Strength. I hope you're driving the Chariot. I hope you influence the Wheel. I hope Justice reveals herself. This, I send you on a Star. The World renews herself everyday. I know the Moon is smiling upon you. When you're ready, you will leave the Tower.
Kate.
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What I predicted would happen happened. ON MY BIRTHDAY. I called the person partially responsible a schmuck. I would really love to slap some faces and give some knuckle sandwiches. Fortunately, I'm not a violent person. Going to see the DR today for meds. Still fighting the depression but it's getting harder and harder. Thanks for all your support. Alicia.
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I wish I lived up near you and could give you a huge hug and take you out for belated birthday fun!
You are in my thoughts!
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Melissa
Friendship is thicker than blood. ~Rent
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I hope this situation settles down, you've beeen through enough lately. Sending you streangth and lots of love.
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Taking it one day at a time.....
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You aren't in this all alone! We'll be here for you and try to help you through.
Road trip to Canada....so we can all hug ya and go beat up the schmuck who has hurt you...whatever it was they did! You don't deserve to be treated badly by anyone. Remember that none of this is your fault! Try not to let the dorks do this to you! I know, easier said than done, especially for us sensitive souls who get hurt more easily and feel hurt more deeply. 
We love you, hon! Keep in touch, please. I'm glad you are going to your doctor today.
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~ Beth
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I'm pretty good at kickboxing! 
I'm glad your going to see the DR today.... please keep us posted....and keep being strong...DON'T let THEM win!
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Alicia, I'm sorry you're going through a time. My email is always open if you want to talk.
tina.spafford@ottawa.ca
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I don't really know what to say to you except you are in my thoughts & prayers and that what you are going through will be resolved and you will be OK.
Barbie
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Alicia
#216398 - 09/28/05 02:56 PM
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BL
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Thinking of you and hoping this gets resolved soon. You are definitely in my prayers! You're strong. You can get through this.
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The Shelf
#216406 - 09/28/05 04:37 PM
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Bevvy
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Hey there, Cutie!
It's so hard to offer any kind of help when we don't know all the circumstances -- and I know ZIP! But I think I get the gist of the problem.
Do you recall my mentioning "The Shelf" in previous posts? Our own Miss Barbie taught me about it. I was VERY close to a gal who broke my heart. She claimed she loved me, but then, about a year ago, she proved otherwise. I fell apart. Barbie helped me through it all by telling me NOT to contact the friend, NOT to e-mail her, but to do NOTHING except put her up on The Shelf and leave her there, where I can bring her back down at any time IF I WANT.
Okay, it was hard to do, to put my friend up there on The Shelf. I kept bringing her back down, to try to hold onto her, but Barbie kept telling me, "put her back up there!" I wanted to contact my so-called friend SOOOOO badly, but Barbie insisted. She knew all the circumstances.
It turned out Barbie was right. (Don'tcha hate it when that happens?) While my so-called friend is still up on The Shelf, I sometimes have a hard time finding her. I never take her down any more, but I know she's there nevertheless.
I found that it's best to not say anything. Sometimes our silence speaks much louder and with more meaning, but can never come back to bite us like words can.
Good luck, Alicia.
Bevvy
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Alicia:
FIGHT! You're on the right track by seeing your doc. re: meds. Don't be hopeless. Don't be helpless.
I wish I could muster up more encouraging phrases. I'm sending you lots of helpful rays/light/energy. I'll meditate on Shakti.
Kate.
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Thanks Bev, as always, you give wonderful advice. Unfortunately this person can't be put on a shelf. I think you know why. This person is about the only person in the world that I absolutely cannot put on the shelf. We have to work it through the hard way.
Hugs, Alicia.
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Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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BL - will you e-mail me your e-mail address? I have a contact that can talk to you about IBS/diabetes.
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The situation h as been resolved. Have to deal with all the emotional fallout, but it is over. Time to start rebuilding that trust. Thanks for all your support. I feel terrible - depression is there, but I'm still fighting.
Love, Alicia.
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{{BIG BIG HUGS}}
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Alicia, this beyond sucks.
I send you warrior energy. Be a psychological Amazon, a Cassandra, a Helen, a Morgaine, a 'Han Solo.'
Sometimes I get bent, but I'm never broken. There's a part of me that no one can break. She keeps rising like a phoenix from the ashes of pain.
Strength. I hope you're driving the Chariot. I hope you influence the Wheel. I hope Justice reveals herself. This, I send you on a Star. The World renews herself everyday. I know the Moon is smiling upon you. When you're ready, you will leave the Tower.
Kate.
I'm a science geek, so I don't really understand what is going on and fail at good words of comfort, so...what Kate said. Squared.
--AC, also sending good vibes in your general direction
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Alicia,
I've been away for most of the last two weeks, so I just found this thread today. I'm sending you BIG HUGS to stay strong as you deal with the emotional fallout!
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Christine
Those who can do; those who want it done better teach.
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