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Trapped in body...please set me free
#122840 - 11/17/04 12:22 PM

Snow for Sarala

Reged: 03/12/03
Posts: 5430
Loc: West Coast, USA

I want this disease to go away

So I can go and run and play

Take care of a puppy

Have a bunch of kids

Sing in the shower (without it hurting)

And color and doodle

I want to get groceries

Without any pain

To live where it snows

Without living in pain

To clean top to botom

Our home for my hubby

To show him I love him

Wish things weren't so dirty

To have enough money

To buy me some flowers

To really enjoy a long, hot shower (it's exhausting)

To read a book

Without my arms really aching

To be like I used to

So uncomplaining

I want to live life

Happy and free

Not trapped in my body

With this yucky disease

To have my friends back

To go out for (holiday) meals

To be me again

It seems so unreal

I want to help others

To give and to give

But I find I can't muster

To make myself live

The way that I should

Happy and free

Why G-d, why

Did this happen to me?

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Formerly known as Ruchie

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#123049 - 11/18/04 06:34 AM

Tissy

Reged: 07/15/04
Posts: 773
Loc: Baltimore, MD

Ruchie, Honey I am really worried about you! If you need another person to talk to you can e-mail me at scgil627@aol.com. Your poem is heartbreaking, I wish we all lived closer so we could be your support group mentally and physically. You will be able to have kids one day and another puppy if you want. Things will get better!! I have 2 kids and I have Fibro. I am still able to love them and take care of them. And they understand if sometimes mommy needs to take a nap or doesn't feel like playing b/c she aches. The Fibro doesn't make me any less of a great mom. And one day you will have children too and be a wonderful mommy.

Hang in there!!!

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Christie

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Christie
~Hoping and Praying for Sleep!~

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