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In Need of a Hug
      #26972 - 11/13/03 03:21 PM
Jennifer Rose

Reged: 04/02/03
Posts: 3566
Loc: Fremont, CA

I could really use a hug right now. This might be a really long post but I'm hoping it's going to let me get it all out so my eyes stop tearing up everytime I think about it.

I was supposed to have a colonoscopy and an upperendoscopy done this upcoming Monday. So my mom put in a request for the day off so she could take me and has been preparing all the assignments for the substitute (she's a teacher). I've made arrangements to take time off of work for Monday and Tuesday. There is also a midterm in one of my classes that I was supposed to take on Monday night and have been pleading with my teacher to let me take it Wed night instead.. and finally got her to agree last night. I didn't even want to do these tests, but my doctor had assured me that these would be the last two and then we could concentrate on balancing medication and diet factors.

So I've been worried all week long about this test. Not necessarily the scopeing part, but the part where they have to stick the IV in my arm with the sedatives (I have major needle phobia). I've just been waiting for it to be over and done with so there are no more tests.

Last week on Mon, I got three deep fillings done and my teeth have been hurting ever since. This is normal for me as they often hurt a week after my appointment and I figured since they were deep, they might even hurt two weeks. The pain will start in and around my teeth, and eventually develop into a headache. This was no problem though, because I could just take motrin and clear it up.

What does this have to do with my colonoscopy and upper endoscopy? Well, stupid me - I've had a sigmoidoscopy and barium enima, both with the same prep. So I figured I was an old pro at this prep stuff and stupidly didn't pay any attention to the directions that say "don't take any motrin, aleve, aspirin, etc 7 days before your appointment". The only reason I noticed this part is that I was checking when I had to take my last dose of laxatives to see if I could fit a dentist appointment in to fix the bite in my fillings so they would stop hurting.

As soon as I read the instructions and realized I've been taking motrin 4 times a day since my fillings, I called my GI Specialist's office right away and they told me I have to reschedule now. And the next appointment with my regular GI that they have open is Dec 6th (Sat), except my boss has the day off on Friday and I can't leave early to take the laxatives because I have to cover her. So the receptionist said there isn't another appointment till January. So I told her to see if I could have a different doctor do it and she has to check with my doctor first to see if that's okay so now it's in limbo.

It's so frusterating and I should be happy that I don't have to do it next Monday, but instead I starting crying because I just wanted it to be over with. My eyes are still watering and now I'm in one of those "sick-and-tired-of-my-IBS" moods. I want to go home and climb in my bed, but have 2 hrs left of work and then I have a mandatory class I HAVE to go to.

Haven't told my boss or my mom yet. I've had so many appointments and schedule changes that I'm scared my boss is going to get frusterated with me - only had this job since May.

If you got this far, thanks for reading. I knew this is probably the only place that would understand. Well, going to hopefully try to get some work done in hopes it will distract me.

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      #26974 - 11/13/03 03:53 PM
StephS

Reged: 09/11/03
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I'm so sorry!!! What a pain! It's up setting to go to all the work and prep for your test and then to have to cancel it really sucks!!! I really feel bad for you.

But what can you do??? Try to forget about it!!! Things will work out...they always do! Keep your chin up! Go home and relax! Take a long bath. If I could give you a hug I would!!!!

I know just how you feel. I have a few pending tests that need to be done. I hate waiting..I hate going...I hate it all!!!

Take care and just relax!!

(((((HUGS))))))
Steph

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      #26977 - 11/13/03 04:20 PM
Shell Marr

Reged: 08/04/03
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      #26978 - 11/13/03 04:55 PM
*Melissa*

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Awwww - I'm so sorry that happened to you!

What a pain that is! To put it nicely, that sucks!

But like Steph said - there's really not much you can do about it now. Try to think of something good (yah, I know that's tough! )

One thing I can think of is maybe you will get your eat-really-bad-stuff week chance next time.


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      #26980 - 11/13/03 04:58 PM
Kree

Reged: 10/08/03
Posts: 3748
Loc: Northern NY

Jennifer, I know exactly how you feel! Getting appointments for those stupid tests can be sooo frustrating! I went through the same waiting game when I was trying to get diagnosed about a year ago. Don't be too hard on yourself about the Motrin. Believe me, I've done things like that, too! And I totally understand that "sick-and-tired-of-IBS" feeling. Sometimes I get that, too, and feel like crying at the drop of a hat. My advice is to take it easy, and if you feel the need to cry, do it! Let your emotions out, and hopefully you'll feel better by tomorrow. Here's another hug for you!



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      #26986 - 11/13/03 05:56 PM
Lana_Marie

Reged: 01/31/03
Posts: 1968
Loc: Saskatchewan. Canada

Hey Cutie Pa Tootie!

Sorry I never responded this afternoon...where was I? Well, I was at the dentist getting one of those
lovely fillings you speak of! I completely understand what you are saying...

You just want to start getting answers and be able to get on with your life...but it's ok. It's not your fault
so don't beat yourself up over the Motrin, everyone makes mistakes.

It's ok.

Don't worry honey. We're here for you and understand though. I hope you start feeling better.


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      #26987 - 11/13/03 06:07 PM
sherr1

Reged: 10/07/03
Posts: 586
Loc: Southern, Calif

A BIGGGG HUGGGGG! I'm so sorry you feel blue. Talk to your boss. I'm sure he/she will understand. I have 18 employees and I rather have a happy employee, than a sad one. It'll be OK. If I was near you I visit and we have a cup of tea,
talk about Thanksgiving and I invite you to my house and you could have alot of fun relaxing. Think about good things. Hope you feel better. Sherri


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      #27001 - 11/13/03 10:19 PM
Ash

Reged: 09/10/03
Posts: 21
Loc: Bellevue, WA

I know you've already got a bunch of hugs, but another one never hurts, and you certainly deserve one!

I'm so sorry that you had to change your appointment -- it sucks that you were all mentally prepared for it and now you can't just get it over with.

I hope your boss will understand about your need to change your appointment. People are generally pretty understanding, and even though you've only been there since May, I am sure that is long enough to have shown him what a fabulous employee you are

I totally sympathize with your sick-of-ibs mood. I just had my colonoscopy on Monday, and I've been a little anxious waiting for my biopsy results. I've also been generally unstable for weeks and am getting tired of feeling crappy and having to deal with all of this. I guess we all get tired of not being normal sometimes. But things do always seem to get better after a while so hang in there.

In the meantime, treat yourself to something fun, or get somebody to pamper you (massage, anyone?) -- you deserve some cheering up

Hugs,

Ash


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      #27103 - 11/14/03 10:53 AM
michele

Reged: 06/02/03
Posts: 6886
Loc: southeastern michigan

So Sorry this has happened to you!! I just had a minute to check to boards sorry I'm a little late but I'll send a hug your way now!

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      #27212 - 11/15/03 05:37 AM
BarbaraS

Reged: 02/12/03
Posts: 1939
Loc: Wisconsin

Oh- I wish I could give you hug right now.

Try to relax this weekend and go go spend time with those guy friends of yours. They will make you laugh.

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