Update - fellow-emetophobes you may not want to read
#342494 - 02/23/09 05:59 AM
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hawkeye
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I'm sparing you the details but, I tried this morning to throw up. I'm feeling a little dizzy and weak at the moment, but I guess thats anxiety since nothing would come up. The truth is that most of my IBS attacks are MUCH more uncomfortable than what I just put myself through. I felt the fear and anxiety but it faded quicker than I expected. I may have to try again another day, but it was a big step for now. I'm feeling equal parts stronger and shaken up. Stomach feels a bit shaken up too.
-------------------- Ladies & gentlemen take my advice, pull down your pants and slide on the ice.
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Emetophobe or not, I had to read it Hawkeye. This is a very big step for you and whether or not you succeeded is irrelevant. You have done wonderfully my friend and come a very long way through a difficult journey!
HUGS!!
-------------------- Cassandra
Live like there's no tomorrow. Love like you've never loved before.
IBS A 20+ years, Chronic Migraines, Chiari Malformation (decompressed June 22, 2010), Brachial Neuritis, and ??? the list just keeps growing, but I'm still shiny side up!
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Wow!! Good for you, hawkeye!!!
Facing our fears is probably the single hardest thing for any of us to do. To tackle them head on and stare them down is a great accomplishment and one for which you can be proud.
I'm happy for ya.
-------------------- Saul (IBS - D)
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Hey ...why are you trying to throw up? I haven't thrown up in 15 years..and that was because I drank too much.Before that it was at least five years and it was alas also because I drank too much.(Peach schapps is my enemy!!)
I don't have a fear of throwing up I just will myself not too. Good luck to you though![[[[[huggggsss}}}}}}
-------------------- IBS-D since 1999...mostly stable..i do cheat too.Bad me.
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Thanks Cassandra! It was a big step, definitely. Not the end of the process, but maybe I don't have to do this again. I'll see. Maybe the rest can happen through talking with my therapist, etc. I definitely feel a little different today, the fearful thoughts crept back in as the day went on and they're still strong at times, but they didn't have the same power over me.
-------------------- Ladies & gentlemen take my advice, pull down your pants and slide on the ice.
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