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She's four. She's managing pretty well. i hate that my life has become this, because I've been nothing but kind to people my whole life, been good to people, never intentionally hurt anyone. Why do I deserve this all?
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PLease read my posts!
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i hate that my life has become this, because I've been nothing but kind to people my whole life, been good to people, never intentionally hurt anyone.
I know exactly how you feel. The only thing I could come up with when I asked myself the same thing was that it's hard to do good when there is so much adversity but I continue to do my best anyhow so that I don't become like the people who gave in to that adversity. I don't want to be reduced to be cruel and pessimistic. I don't want to be the one that causes sorrow for another. Certainly, at times, we will all be disappointing to someone, but I don't want that to be because I didn't try my best not to.
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sorry girl, sorry to hear things are that bad... but they will hopefully get better soon, *HUG* it sounds like you are doing the right things for your daughter, though finding a better living arrangement might help.. and her father is helping and being supportive with that- MUCH better then what my best friend went through after her divorce!
Amie
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hopefully I wasn't construed as such. it's just a tough time. yes, her dad is being better but he's still the guy who left me and impregnated a teenager. there's neverending drama over that part!;P
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Yeah, I suppose you're right. i've suffered enough bloody adversity though. i am done with people shoving me around, and i am mad enough to deal with it now, but it's also damn time that life gives me an opportunity to shine, without forcing a raincloud over my head.
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Re: Yep
#302900 - 03/22/07 10:33 PM
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Because if her son isn't perfect, that must mean she isn't either, so therefore she has to make others look even less so.
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yes, and you weren't.. I've been overly sensitive to a lot, surgery in less then 2 hours has me nervous, scared and my tummy all twisted in knots today...
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for the way I came across....in the mnessage a few back ...your tone wasn't upsetting at all.
Good luck with surgery.
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I too am done with being manipulated and insulted. I am trying to do a 180, and not look back. It's so hard when you don't know what's down that new road!!!!!!! How's the new BF? I'm so proud of you for moving on and trying to find happiness again - that must take a ton of courage. I can only imagine it would be so hard to find a good man out there after everything - E-mail me, OK? I'll give you an update, if you haven't read between the lines here. XO, A. PS - DOWN 15 pounds!!!!!
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