Thanks jo....
#265658 - 05/26/06 06:13 AM
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Natalie1985
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Well I know for sure I am likely to see him in september with his girlfriend so I will just prepare myself to act normal and hopefully I may be feeling good enough about myself by then to be able to find someone else to focus my attention on....even though I shouldnt be saying that cos I should be focusing on my future career...yes natalie...repeat after me....boys come last  
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..will find you a Jesse, although you are well able to find one yourself Try to stay away from multiple births this time though!
Like Tommy said, guys don't analyse like that. My brother has a list of stuff guys think on his bebo, I will post it or mail it to you later (no access to bebo at work  )
Speaking of work...I had better do some!
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shoulda known you'd pipe up again I am crazy I know....dont tell me you havent been there though????!!!
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Thanks...
#265663 - 05/26/06 06:21 AM
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Natalie1985
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I should find the posts from last year that explain the whole situation...they are SO FUNNY when I read about my antics now...its like it was a lifetime ago and yet also feels like only yesterday....weird...cos I have grown up so much now....I have.... serious ....that stupid boy has just made me go all funny again....and yes he does have a BAD BAD effect on me...I only have to sense hes in the room and I feel like Ive had a heart attack...my bowels nearly give way every time ....it was so funny when I saw him cos I only saw the back of his identical twins neck...and that was through the crowd aswell...and straight away my heart nearly hit the floor..cos I thought...OH C*** if hes here that means you know whos there....and then when I saw him I nearly keeled over!
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D and he lived across from me in campus accommodation.
A few months into my infatuation my friend snogged him when drunk one night. I was sooo annoyed with her but I had to play it cool. So I did.
Wonder where he is now!
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Heheh...
#265670 - 05/26/06 06:45 AM
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Natalie1985
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I know...I think thats what made me sad about the whole situation last year cos I got on SO WELL with him from the start and hoped we'd end up friends...but I messed that up and it never happened...its a shame...but who knows...maybe its a good thing cos I dont think I coulda handled being just friends...even though Ive tried to convince myself I can...but we'll see what happens....
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Sorry you have self esteem issues. Why though? You're super sweet and beautiful! 
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everybody seems to say things like that to me...and Im always thinking is there something Im missing...when it comes to things like this though...I am stupid and never get it right....I think I dont take risks enough is what it is...I seem to panic and run away from the situation instead of just doing it...I spent so much of last year worrying about what to do and say when I should have just been acting on it...that way I might have actually got somewhere.
Anyways...I know most girls have issues with their bodies anyways but Ive always been self conscious I think really...I go through phases...but right now I hate myself and I cant imagine letting anyone get anywhere near me....I am confident that I can overcome that...after all I have said that this is the year of structure in my life and sorting myself out...think thats something to do with turning 21 
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Yes all women are self concious. Hey- I'm trying to lose weight.
I am 10 years older than you and belive me that you're still young and will get more confidence as you get older. It's not just a cliche!!!
As for the boy situation. Do what your heart tells you to do. BUT-- that might mean you'll do dumb stuff so figure out a healthy balance.
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