Please pray
#184452 - 06/07/05 05:54 PM
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for me.   
I can't leave home alone. Can't take proper care of things. I have no support from the community. I have no family. Just hubby and all of you. My Rabbi helped me write a letter to my parents and they are STILL denying what happened to me. (He lives in NY and we are in AZ...and he's a VERY busy man. He DOES make time for me whenever he can though).
I'm alone. SO alone.
Please pray for me. I'm scared. I'm flashbacking. I'm losing hope.
I try out a new therpaist with hubby June 20th. I'm scared...it will be hard for me trust a T after the ones that hurt me so much.
I don't know how to get through this.
Please pray for me. Please...
P.S. I am not suicidal...so no worries there please. I just hurt so much...too much...
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Formerly known as Ruchie
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Oh Ruch! I WILL pray for you! I have no idea what you are going through but I know it must be tough but you are a STRONG person I know it and you know it and YOU CAN DO IT!!!!! Keep positive. We need you here!!!! I hope that you do well with the new therapist. I think it's great that hubby is supportive too! Give him big hugs too for being a great guy!!!
AND here's BIG< BIG> HUGS from me.............. 
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~~~Lisa~~~
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I know I've been quiet over here... but please know that you're in my thoughts and my prayers are with you ALWAYS, sweetie. I can never really walk in your shoes, but I understand your torment in bits and pieces. You're stronger than even you know you are, and as long as you have friends sending their prayers, you aren't truly alone.
*big hugs*
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aww ruchie... everything sounds so tough for you right now. Hang in there hon!
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Re: Please pray
#184493 - 06/07/05 08:20 PM
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Computr821
Reged: 12/02/04
Posts: 445
Loc: University of Pennsylvania, Philadelphia, PA/ Baltimore, MD
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Hang in there Ruchie! We're all pulling for ya. And I have something to send you; I'll do it when I get back to Baltimore (I'm in NJ right now).
Avidan
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Why'd you have to go and make me so constipated?
--'Weird' Al Yankovic, "A Complicated Song"
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Ruchie sweetie!
#184497 - 06/07/05 09:20 PM
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Nelly
Reged: 08/06/04
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Loc: Within stray mortar fire of DC
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If we were neighbors, I'd come over and give you one big hug!!! I know you're hurting. It's not your fault!! Hang on, sweetie. You're such a special lady. Try to get some sunlight and hold on!!
I'd love to send you a care package. Email me and we'll talk. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS!!!}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
~nelly~
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Ok, moving to a new place is very scary. This is normal sweetie. You are overwhelmed and feeling a bit freaked out.
Please try to calm yourself down and not worry too much.
We all love you. Your husband adores you. Just take things a day at a time and keep optimistic about the future.
Here's a big (((hug))) to my little sis who is so strong and brave.
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Re: Please pray
#184549 - 06/08/05 07:43 AM
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Kimm
Reged: 03/10/04
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Loc: Toronto, Ontario, Canada
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Hang in there!! You're not alone even though it feels like it....there are many people who care about you!! *HUGS*
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Hang in there! God is so much bigger than all of this!! Put it in His hands!
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God is Faithful!
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***hugs***
#184589 - 06/08/05 08:37 AM
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Stephie
Reged: 03/10/04
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Loc: Vancouver, Canada
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Hi Ruchie,
You poor thing.
I wish I knew what to say to help you, but I'll just have to offer you some hugs and know that I am sending good thoughts your way.
What a terrible journey you are on right now, but it will be over one day!
**hug**
--Steph
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~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
IBS-D,pain.
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