My grandfather has cancer
#113622 - 10/17/04 03:53 PM
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heather7476
Reged: 08/09/04
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Loc: South East Michigan
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My mom just called my grandpa in GA has Lung cancer. He is 79. It's my mom's dad. I haven't seen him in 4 years. the last time I saw him I found out I was pregnant the day we got back. He has never even seen Kenna in person. I can't belive this happing. I am getting to the age where I am going to start loseing my grandparents. I just posted how lucky I was to still have all my grandparents. I lost my mom's real mom before I was evven born. That is the only grandparent i have lost. My grandpa's second wife has always benn Grandma. My mom Is going crazy trying to figure out when she can get to GA. I will go when she does.
It is so hard to drive 12 hours with a little kid. That is why we haven't been back. What a stupid reason for not seeing my family in 4 years. I just don't know what to do. My heart is breaking and I can't even think of what to do next!!!
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heather, lots of *HUG*S and trust me I understand - before my sisters wedding I hadn't seen my grandfather in 2+ years and we don't have kids.. he wasn't at my wedding because he was so sick then, and it was the start of a series of illnesses that have left him unable to drive, among other things... and greatly robbed his physical strength although thankfully not his mental fortitude.. we are going again in Jan after missing his 80th birthday party due to circumstances I can't control!
Amie
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Hugs for Heather
#113638 - 10/17/04 06:19 PM
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Bevvy
Reged: 11/04/03
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Heather, I don't know what to say to you to make you feel better. I wish I did.
I have no family. My mother and I are estranged, and have been for over 25 years. I don't even know if she's still alive. I also don't know where my brother are anymore.
My dear father died 32 years ago, and I am still grieving. The other day I accidentally played a tape of a phone conversation between him and I in 1971 -- the only tape I have of his voice. I totally broke down when I heard his voice, his wonderful, beautiful, loving voice -- I just fell on the floor, crying uncontrollably -- and finally had to stop the tape and leave the room.
It is something you NEVER get over. This man loved me dearly -- thank God -- because I certainly didn't get that from my mother or my brothers. His death was the end of my family.
My suggestion is to spend as much time as you can with those who love you -- and ONLY those; don't waste your time with people who abuse you, either mentally or physically. Take videos of your loved ones so that you can look at them later when they are gone and remember that you were loved.
{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}
Bevvy
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Oh Heather!  I'm so sorry to hear this~ It's so painful to find something like this out when you are far away and can't visit. I wish there was something I could do for you.
Can you write your grandpa a letter? Or call him? I'll bet he'd love to hear that you're thinking of him and planning to visit, and maybe bringing Kenna with you (if you think it's manageable). Maybe, while you are waiting to go, you could make a scrapbook for him of the times you've spent together. Or some other craft he can cherish, that you and Kenna make together.
Take care of yourself hon, and your family. Inspiration will come to you, something you can do for yourself and your grandfather. Remember that we will be here for you, when you want to cry, and we'll help as best we can.
All my hugs and love to you, and my prayers to your family.
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Thank You so much ladies for you support. I am just still in a "I can't belive this" stage. It doesn't seem real. I am affarid to have hope because of his age. I am not sure what to expect.
Amber thanks for your ideas I think I will sit down and write him a letter. Kenna will be coming with me when I go. I just hope we get to go soon!! You are such a sweet heart!!! Lots of love to you. I hope youe BF feels better soon!!
Amie, Thanks hon. It helps to know I am not the only one who feels like this!! I hope you enjoyed your visit with your mom!!
Bevrs, I am sorry that you can't have a relationship with your mom and brother's. I also some issues with my dad and his new family. I am sorry listening to that tape upset you so much HUGS. I hope one day you can listen to it and smile!! Thanks for understanding!!!
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It's ok Heather, these things happen. You are very lucky to still have grandparents, alot of people don't. My family seems to live forever, I lost my GREAT grandmother a year ago, she was 99.
You cvan't beat yourself up for not visiting, it happens. It is hard when you live far away from family.
You will figure out something to go see him. Just don't stress out over it. You need to stay in good health to be able to be here for him.
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Write him a letter telling him how much you love him and how you wish you'd seen more of him. Call him and tell him you're bringing Kenna to see him. And go visit him. It'll mean so much to all of you. Could Kenna say hi over the phone? I bet he'd love that.
My granpa died a couple of years ago, but by the time he died, he was totally senile and didn't recognize any of us. Be thankful your granpa isn't going that way and can enjoy life till the last minute. It's horrible losing someone in any situation, but there are still good and bad ways to go.
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Heather, I'm so sorry. My grandpa died about 8 years ago from complications of alzheimers. He was so senile at the end he didn't reconize us. You can't go back and change time so instead of feeling bad you haven't spent more time with him, do it now! As someone mentioned, call him, write him a letter, anything! Be sure Keena gets to meet him, take photos when you go to visit to have something to remember him by.
I'm so sorry, big hugs to you!
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Oh Heather that is just awful. All you can do is try to be there for your Mom and talk to her as much as you can. Amber's idea about a letter is great, is he well enough to take a phone call?
Don't start getting upset about what you didn't do but concentrate on what you can do now.
Take care,
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Thanks hon!! I would call him but he is half deaf and won't talk on the phone. I am going to sit down tonight and write him a long letter!!! I hope I get to go see him soon!!!
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