Will it ever end?
#3793 - 03/22/03 11:45 PM
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Kimbo
Reged: 02/28/03
Posts: 114
Loc: Edmonton, AB, Canada
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Will this syndrome ever stop feeling like my body is betraying me, punishing me or like a mutiny against me?
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Hee hee, I've always described it as an adversarial relationship between myself and my digestive system!
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Just offering a hug - I understand that feeling so well. I was just reading in my journal, excerpts where I felt like if I could just gain control over my body then I'd feel like myself again. Hang in there!!!!! We're with you!!! ((((hug)))))
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Michelle
...the greatest of these is LOVE. (I Cor 13)
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whenever im in the middle of a bad epsiode, i convince myself that i will never eat anything again and that i will never snap out of it. soon enough though, i always get back to "normal" there are always times when i jsut hate my body and feel like giving up, but i always make it out alive. best of luck to you
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-Angela
Healed in Jesus' Name 
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Guys,
You all said exactly what I was thinking. I guess that's the best part about having each other to sound off to. I sometimes feel like a prisoner trapped in a body that hates me too. Then other day my very pregnant friend said to me "I'm so sick of this huge belly, I wish I could just take it off!" I remember thinking "well you will soon and you'll get a beautiful baby as a reward whereas I'm stuck with my hugely bloated belly for life and I'm not going to get a reward for putting up with it either!"
Pretty cynical hey!
Besides the fact that my husband and I are going through IVF and I would be delighted to be rubbing my belly and aching back right now if there was a baby in there instead of just an unhappy colon and gas!
Oh well!
Kerrie
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What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
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Gosh and I thought I was the only one who felt like this! ((((hugs)))
I often compare my body to a Nazi officer who tortures me out of sadistic thrill. Sounds twisted but I used to get IBS so bad I wanted to die.
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"A waist is a terrible thing to mind".
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Sometimes I think that maybe, just maybe, I will be able to handle the "old" food. But I again learn quickly:
Nooooo, I have to stick with the diet.
Sometimes I get so depressed when I follow the diet to a "T" and still get "D" it really kicks the crap out of.
And then I think - well I should have had that steak I so badly wanted if I knew this was gonna happen LOL
Lana_Marie
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Lana_Marie
Proud Mommy to Bentley Taylor
Born May 12, 2004 9lbs, 3oz
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THANKS
#3899 - 03/24/03 01:10 AM
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Kimbo
Reged: 02/28/03
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Loc: Edmonton, AB, Canada
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Thanks everyone!!! You've all been so supportive!
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