Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | arrrrrrrrrrrgh...need a rant and advice....

well it`s my first day of two weeks eating wheat(after 2 years of not having any, in preperation for my endoscopy) and what got off to a good start (ran for twenty mins) has gone a bit pear shaped. My stomach is killing me, i feel really exahusted and a bit sick...

PLUS: I am supposed to be having my training for my new job on sat but the woman has STILL not rung me even after I left her an answer phone message.

AND: A girl from uni, who I have known for two years, has asked me to be her bridesmaid a year in October. I was a bridesmaid last August, so although the tummy worries about meal and needing the loo whilst in the church are there thats not my biggest worry... I just do not get why she has asked me...I do know the girl and I see her outside of uni but I wouldn`t call ourselves best buddies...I don`t think I`d have asked her to be mine if you get me. Don`t get me wrong I feel honored that she has asked me but I`m worrying. I haven`t even met her boyfriend (she hasn`t even been with him a year!!) Also as I only know her, not any of her family, I am going to look like a plonker at the wedding, if not a bit of a loner. And another thing is it means i will have been a bridesmaid three times (3 times a maid, never a bride) my boyfriend laughed and said "YES" and although he was joking and its an old tradition, i am really superstitious.

ALSO: One of my friends has apparently been slagging me off to the rest of that group of friends (my old school friends...who are supposed to be my closest group of friends.) She doesn`t understand why i am "ill" all the time and why I always go home early on nights out (i.e: we will meet at a pub then they will go on to town but I`ll go home). It has just upset me because it has been two years now since I have had ibs and I thought they were all beginning to understand.

urrrrrrrrrrrrgh, sorry for ranting guys, I know my problems probably feel worse to me than they actually are but I`m just feeling low...think I built up how I`d be feeling whilst I was eating wheat into something far more wonderful than I do (and I`m supposed to have my new job training on sat)

hugs
JO x

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