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Re: Story cont. and forgiveness
      07/13/04 01:45 PM

I forgave my mom when it happened. Then as I got to be a teen, I felt a lot of hate for her. I never really brought it up but was just hateful towards her mainly. See after my grandma commited suicide, my mom moved back to Texas with David. That was hard to swallow but I barely understood what had happened to my grandma. My mom left me with a friend of the family and it didn't work out long before she called my dad to come and get me. Then I would have to come over to her house and call my mom and act as if I was still living with her. My mom eventaully found out that I was with my dad and came to his house. He was so furious with my mother's actions that he offered a certain amount of money to her to get her out of my life for good. She took me away immediatly and I didn't see him until I was a teen. My dad and I have never had much of a relationship because of those lost years.

My mom was molested by her uncle her entire life and raped at the age of 20 by another man. I am not sure but I think deep down my mom didn't want to believe that she allowed that to happen to her own child. In my opinion, she didn't allow it..it happened without her knowing. She is very sorry now and I have forgiven her. I know my mom loves me with her entire being because she has spent many years showing me. My mom is my best friend. She is my rock today. It is hard for people to understand I am sure. Forgiving her helps me to live a happy life today if that makes any sense. Thanks for your response. I feel some relief already.

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~Wookie

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* Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Bevvy 07/12/04 09:11 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret?    06/10/09 02:24 PM
. * Best Post Ever (and love to the board old timers!) Nelly   06/13/09 09:11 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? daliatree   01/23/05 05:32 PM
. * Wow I missed this too    01/23/05 11:01 AM
. * I just read this now, months later! How did I miss this thread? Sara-Sage   01/23/05 08:12 AM
. * Re: Not really a secret?? bttrfly08   07/14/04 12:11 PM
. * Just Wanted To Say..... Kimm   07/14/04 07:35 AM
. * Ok it's taken me 3 days.....here goes bz   07/14/04 06:53 AM
. * Barbara! Bevvy   07/14/04 07:51 AM
. * Re: Barbara! BL   07/14/04 08:13 AM
. * Re: Ok it's taken me 3 days.....here goes countrygirl   07/14/04 07:01 AM
. * Barbara jenX   07/14/04 06:57 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Kristine   07/13/04 07:25 PM
. * <<<<Here I am again with my thoughts>>>> barbie   07/13/04 05:36 PM
. * Re: Barbie michele   07/14/04 10:42 AM
. * Re: Michele and Barbie Wookie   07/14/04 11:06 AM
. * Michelle & Doe barbie   07/14/04 12:10 PM
. * Depression peaches   07/14/04 11:55 AM
. * Re: Peaches Wookie   07/14/04 12:20 PM
. * Re: Peaches peaches   07/14/04 12:33 PM
. * Re: Peaches Wookie   07/14/04 01:03 PM
. * Re: Peaches peaches   07/14/04 01:21 PM
. * Re: No problem at all!! -nt- Wookie   07/14/04 01:23 PM
. * Re: Depression Sheri01   07/14/04 12:15 PM
. * Re: Sheri01 Wookie   07/14/04 12:28 PM
. * Anti-depressants ChristineM   07/14/04 12:23 PM
. * Re: ChristineM Wookie   07/14/04 12:36 PM
. * deep breathe...ok.... melitami   07/13/04 04:13 PM
. * Melitami, thanks for sharing your story---nt-- BL   07/14/04 05:27 AM
. * Bev.......... LittleLisa   07/13/04 03:50 PM
. * LittleSis.... BL   07/14/04 05:29 AM
. * Re:Beaglelover.. LittleLisa   07/14/04 05:35 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Kimm   07/13/04 01:55 PM
. * Kimm BL   07/14/04 05:32 AM
. * Kimm: Sheri01   07/13/04 06:35 PM
. * Re: WOW! Wookie   07/13/04 02:26 PM
. * Re: My secret Wookie   07/13/04 12:50 PM
. * Doe BL   07/14/04 05:35 AM
. * Re: Beaglelover Wookie   07/14/04 06:56 AM
. * Davina Bevvy   07/13/04 03:37 PM
. * Re: Bev Wookie   07/14/04 06:43 AM
. * Re: My secret StephS   07/13/04 01:21 PM
. * Re: Story cont. and forgiveness Wookie   07/13/04 01:45 PM
. * Doe Sheri01   07/13/04 06:41 PM
. * Re: Sheri01 Wookie   07/14/04 06:50 AM
. * Re: My secret chinagrl   07/13/04 12:53 PM
. * Re: Surviving Wookie   07/13/04 02:01 PM
. * Re: My secret michele   07/13/04 01:16 PM
. * Re: Thanks so much for the kind words -nt- Wookie   07/13/04 02:04 PM
. * secret? What secret? StephS   07/13/04 12:17 PM
. * Re: Here is mine! chinagrl   07/13/04 12:29 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? mspaschal259   07/13/04 12:04 PM
. * Wow! Such a deep thread.. Jennifer Rose   07/13/04 12:00 PM
. * Re: Wow! Such a deep thread.. atomic rose   07/13/04 12:18 PM
. * Re: Wow! Such a deep thread.. Jennifer Rose   07/13/04 12:32 PM
. * Re: Wow! Such a deep thread.. chinagrl   07/13/04 12:34 PM
. * My turn (very long post!) BL   07/13/04 11:42 AM
. * beaglelover Sheri01   07/13/04 06:51 PM
. * Sheri01 BL   07/14/04 05:19 AM
. * Thank You, BL Bevvy   07/13/04 03:54 PM
. * Re: Very good Wookie   07/13/04 02:37 PM
. * Doe BL   07/14/04 05:22 AM
. * Re: beaglelover Wookie   07/14/04 07:00 AM
. * Speechless! bamagirl   07/13/04 12:04 PM
. * for beaglelover mspaschal259   07/13/04 11:53 AM
. * Marilyn BL   07/14/04 05:25 AM
. * for beaglelover mspaschal259   07/14/04 06:22 AM
. * Marilyn BL   07/14/04 06:36 AM
. * Re: for beaglelover BL   07/14/04 06:26 AM
. * Re: for beaglelover mspaschal259   07/14/04 06:37 AM
. * Re: for beaglelover BL   07/14/04 06:47 AM
. * thank you for sharing this jenX   07/13/04 11:51 AM
. * biploar is something you are born with, is what i was told.. mspaschal259   07/13/04 11:55 AM
. * I am amazed....... BarbaraS   07/13/04 10:18 AM
. * Wow...I'm at a loss for words right now.... Nugget   07/13/04 10:15 AM
. * Re: Ditto! -nt- Wookie   07/13/04 02:42 PM
. * Strength and courage Janey   07/13/04 03:09 AM
. * Very well said, Janey...... Nugget   07/13/04 08:14 AM
. * WOW! JBI   07/12/04 10:36 PM
. * Laura Sue.... StephS   07/12/04 10:15 PM
. * Re: I spilled my guts, hit the shut down key and lost it all gigi   07/12/04 11:08 PM
. * Gigi BL   07/14/04 05:40 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Vicam   07/12/04 08:02 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Shell Marr   07/13/04 08:07 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? RachelT   07/12/04 07:35 PM
. * BEV, I'M WAITING....... -nt- LauraSue   07/12/04 01:29 PM
. * Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... Bevvy   07/12/04 04:30 PM
. * Bev. BL   07/13/04 12:21 PM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... michele   07/13/04 11:25 AM
. * Bless You, Michele Bevvy   07/13/04 11:30 AM
. * Re: Bev you are a ROCK! Wookie   07/13/04 10:31 AM
. * WELL SAID, DOE! i couldn't find those words myself. perfection! -nt- jenX   07/13/04 10:39 AM
. * Re: Bevrs michele   07/13/04 09:44 AM
. * Re: Bevrs BarbaraS   07/13/04 10:04 AM
. * bbB jenX   07/12/04 06:57 PM
. * Bev and Laura Sue Sheri01   07/12/04 06:52 PM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... barbie   07/12/04 05:26 PM
. * I'm so amazed by everyone ChristineM   07/12/04 05:30 PM
. * I want to echo that.... atomic rose   07/12/04 05:34 PM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... LauraSue   07/12/04 05:05 PM
. * Laura Sue..... BL   07/14/04 05:44 AM
. * Re: LauraSue CathUK   07/13/04 11:28 AM
. * Re: LauraSue LauraSue   07/13/04 02:07 PM
. * Re: LauraSue CathUK   07/13/04 02:25 PM
. * Re: LauraSue lovejoy_22   07/13/04 02:20 PM
. * Re: LS michele   07/13/04 10:13 AM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... barbie   07/12/04 06:39 PM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... atomic rose   07/12/04 05:16 PM
. * Re: Whew! [Heavy Sigh]. Okay, Here Goes...... chinagrl   07/12/04 05:23 PM
. * WOW *exhale* peaches   07/12/04 01:40 PM
. * LS, in Bevrs' defense.... jenX   07/12/04 01:39 PM
. * Re: LS, in Bevrs' defense.... LauraSue   07/12/04 03:46 PM
. * Laura, you brave girl, you! jenX   07/12/04 07:01 PM
. * Yeah, What Jen Said Bevvy   07/12/04 08:37 PM
. * Bev ChristineM   07/12/04 08:40 PM
. * AIS Bevvy   07/12/04 09:09 PM
. * Bev, you are a sweetheart! crampgirl   07/13/04 10:18 AM
. * Fascinating! ChristineM   07/12/04 09:47 PM
. * Thanks Christine and Jenny Bevvy   07/12/04 10:18 PM
. * OH BEV!! RachelT   07/13/04 01:43 PM
. * Thanks Becky -- nt Bevvy   07/13/04 03:50 PM
. * Just my 2 cents bamagirl   07/13/04 11:21 AM
. * Re: BEV-You did nothing to deserve what you got Wookie   07/13/04 11:02 AM
. * cut it out- you're making me all choked up, dude. -nt- jenX   07/13/04 11:03 AM
. * Re: Me sorry JenX Wookie   07/14/04 07:06 AM
. * Bev! peaches   07/12/04 10:56 PM
. * Jessica Bevvy   07/13/04 08:25 AM
. * Re: Jessica peaches   07/13/04 10:26 PM
. * Wow Bev... StephS   07/12/04 10:13 PM
. * Steph Bevvy   07/12/04 10:23 PM
. * Steph..... Dr. Spice Yamin   07/13/04 08:28 PM
. * Re: Steph..... StephS   07/13/04 10:27 PM
. * Re: Steph..... Dr. Spice Yamin   07/14/04 07:37 AM
. * Re: Steph..... StephS   07/14/04 07:48 AM
. * Re: AIS chinagrl   07/12/04 09:21 PM
. * Re: LS, in Bevrs' defense.... chinagrl   07/12/04 04:18 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? LauraSue   07/12/04 12:32 PM
. * wow Jen! StephS   07/12/04 12:16 PM
. * Re: wow Jen! michele   07/13/04 10:20 AM
. * BEV and the rest of y'all ChristineM   07/12/04 11:01 AM
. * Eeeeeek... atomic rose   07/12/04 10:47 AM
. * Casey, Casey, Casey... jenX   07/12/04 10:52 AM
. * LOL!! atomic rose   07/12/04 11:06 AM
. * Don't *DELETED* ChristineM   07/12/04 10:36 AM
. * ok, well... *DELETED* jenX   07/12/04 10:46 AM
. * LOL *DELETED* ChristineM   07/12/04 10:51 AM
. * Re: Don't stand so, don't stand so... chinagrl   07/12/04 10:42 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Sheri01   07/12/04 10:34 AM
. * Sheri01 BL   07/14/04 05:50 AM
. * Re: Sheri, Thanks for sharing your story gigi   07/12/04 11:30 AM
. * Congratulations, Sheri! Bevvy   07/12/04 10:47 AM
. * Re: Congratulations, Sheri! Sheri01   07/12/04 11:49 AM
. * Sheri01 jenX   07/12/04 10:41 AM
. * Thanks! -nt- Sheri01   07/12/04 10:42 AM
. * I've actually never told this to anyone in real life.. Stephie   07/12/04 09:30 AM
. * Steph.... BL   07/14/04 05:52 AM
. * but was it GOOD!?!?!! -nt- jenX   07/12/04 07:05 PM
. * Stephie's been a bad girl! Sheri01   07/12/04 06:55 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? LauraSue   07/12/04 09:13 AM
. * Nope, LS Bevvy   07/12/04 09:58 AM
. * Re: Nope, LS TommyNY   07/12/04 12:21 PM
. * tommy, jenX   07/12/04 12:43 PM
. * Re: tommy, TommyNY   07/12/04 01:07 PM
. * Re: tommy, Sheri01   07/12/04 01:27 PM
. * some people did, Bevrs. jenX   07/12/04 10:10 AM
. * wow Jen...as an adoptive mom ####   07/12/04 03:31 PM
. * Re: some people did, Bevrs. countrygirl   07/12/04 10:20 AM
. * BLESS YOU, Jen! Bevvy   07/12/04 10:18 AM
. * Re: Jen, you are more than a Woman ! gigi   07/12/04 11:37 AM
. * no, YOU'RE a gem, ya big dope. jenX   07/12/04 10:19 AM
. * Wow Jen, you win! -nt- Stephie   07/12/04 10:15 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? countrygirl   07/12/04 09:20 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? chinagrl   07/12/04 10:37 AM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? Sheri01   07/12/04 12:02 PM
. * Re: Your Deepest, Darkest Secret? chinagrl   07/12/04 12:59 PM
. * Good For You, ChinaGirl Bevvy   07/12/04 10:50 AM
. * ah, childhood memories! jenX   07/12/04 10:50 AM
. * Re: my secret michele   07/12/04 11:33 AM
. * michele, jenX   07/12/04 12:00 PM
. * Re: my secret atomic rose   07/12/04 11:59 AM
. * Re: my secret Sheri01   07/12/04 11:53 AM
. * Re: To everyone! michele   07/13/04 10:16 AM

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