sometimes one has to face hard decisions, but it sounds like you have done this and made what will hopefully be the best choice you could have.. *HUG* I am sure you will find a child and the right one, when the time is right.. and if its in the state of MI, through social services, there aren't many charges at all unless you are looking for a newborn... the state eats the costs to get the kids out of the system..
Amie
-------------------- Dietetics Student (anticipating RD exam in Aug 2010)
IBS - A
Dairy Allergic
Fructose and MSG intollerant