My heart goes out to you! No one should have to go through live with pain or sadness. Please keep it in your heart that you will find your way! There is something or someone out there that needs you and you will find it. There are kids out there everyday that long for a home and a good women to have in there lives like you! You are in my thougts and prayers. Please don't give up I have seen you on here alot of time for recipes and stuff and at the end you always put ONE DAY AT A TIME! I have found some much strength in that the last few weeks because of you see you have touch someone with out even knowing it. Just keep your head up and look at the stars not the grass there much prettier! Thank you for your support! god bless you! xxx ~Sheila