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Thanks everyone.

Unfortunately, whilst he promised he would be in touch by the end of the week, he didn't call... And Monday is a bank holiday here in the UK, plus I think he said he was on holiday all next week - so I guess I won't hear anything next week either.

Whilst I've not completely given up, I now have a very bad feeling about the whole thing. I don't think he would've just 'forgot', particularly as I sent a follow-up email Thursday afternoon, thanking him for seeing me & making clear my continued enthusiasm for the role.

So... I've been super-depressed today/yesterday, and my stomach has bore the brunt of it. I'm cross at myself for believing, even for a minute, that something might just 'work', might just be 'right'. I should know better by now right?? So now I feel disappionted, angry at myself that I dared even consider that this might come of, and running to the toilet every 20 minutes with horrendous D & stomach pain. I can't even be bothered to talk, poor Jamie had a crap time last night - I just sat staring at the tv the whole time. I've had a headache since Friday afternoon, and have cried lots.

Silly huh?

Please keep your fingers crossed guys, we must be due some proper good luck...

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