Thanks everyone
02/24/06 07:58 PM
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Stephie
Reged: 03/10/04
Posts: 2696
Loc: Vancouver, Canada
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Thank you everyone for your warm words, I really appreciate it. I would like to thank every one of you but I am afraid I am a little exhausted right now, I know you all understand.
Right after I wrote my post and said I didn't want to go, I went straight there and have been with my family since then (it's 8 pm now, I am just taking a little break to have something to eat). I did feel really awkward and useless every time someone who would start crying.. I managed to make it through without any more tears, but I am still very sad.. I just don't feel comfortable crying in front of people.
For those who said about staying with my grandma, she is here and staying with us. I don't know how long she will want to stay for, but we have said she can stay as long as she likes.. As for us staying with her, there is nowhere for us to stay and it is very far from where we work and I wouldn't be able to commute... I will go to see her often, of course, but staying out at her apartment is not an option at the moment.. That's why I hope she will stay here with us.
We have planned a memorial for Wednesday, and I expect to see more family tomorrow.
I have cancelled plans with girls from work tomorrow night, and will cancel an appointment for a haircut in the morning. I also am supposed to be going to a baby shower in the afternoon (busy, busy) which I may still attend to drop off a gift and meet the new baby, but I doubt I will stay very long. My "ex friends" will all be there, and as I am going alone I don't feel that I am strong enough to deal with any of that at the moment.
Thank you again for all the support, the well wishes are very much appreciated.
Much love,
Steph
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~~I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell-I know right now you can't tell~~Matchbox 20
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